Norway x Reader x Iceland - Forget The Past

The fear of losing your home and your parents.. It's something that you'd never forget. They didn't die, no. It was a cruel way to dispose of you instead. You had spent almost a month on the cold streets while you were only five years old. Even you wondered how you had survived those days. Not only that, but you had also realized that your parents moved out of town or even the country barely a week later so that you couldn't follow them at all.

You had managed to make a tiny hut using a thin blanket of a cloth which you stayed in. The cold snowy winter days had nearly gotten to much for you at some point, until someone saw you.

"Hey you.."

You could barely hear his voice as you sat there, shivering from the cold with a second thin blanket wrapped around your body. You didn't last long before the darkness swallowed your sight and conciousness..

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A grumble slipped your lips, you desperately tried to keep your eyes shut and sleep. But a pair of hands franticly shaking you made it impossible for you to relax. Slowly you reached up, rubbing your fist against your eyes before you opened them to meet a pair of glassy purplish eyes.

"You're finally awake. it looked like you had a nightmare or something.." The bored tone of voice Lukas carried boomed through the silent room, causing Emil, who happened to be lying in the farthest bed away from yours to grumble and turn away underneath his sheets.

"Oh.. it was nothing, really" You eventually spoke after staring over at Emil's bed for a moment. Somehow, you had been okay for all those years.. and just now you dreamed about the the day you first met Mathias and Lukas who happened to just pass by. And then when you were taken in by the Nordics, Emil and Lukas eventually managed to agree to stay with you in your new bedroom after you refused to sleep without anyone by your side.

"Are you sure?" You snapped out of your thoughts when you heard Lukas' voice once again. He took the oportunity to sit down on the edge of your bed. He was obviously worried, you could tell that even though he didn't show it, yet he never mentioned how much you actually meant to him.

"It was just a dream.. about that day" You couldn't help but admit it when you sat up in bed, it had always been like that. Lukas never had to press you very much, you just couldn't resist him. And when you did your heart would always beat so fast so that you'd give in in the end anyway. Lukas didn't even look at you, he just sighed as his head finally turned to look into your direction.

Only a second later did you realize when your eyes connected with Lukas' that your heart was beating rapidly once again, and a small blush appeared on your face. You couldn't hide it. It's not that you were upset about it, you were actually hoping he'd see it. You looked up as a thin ray of the morning light shone through a crack of the curtains on Lukas' blonde locks of hair.

"Well.. you shouldn't worry much about that anymore" A voice interuppted your thoughts once more, causing you to look over at Emil who just helped himself out of bed. His own set of eyes had a serious look in them as he approached the two of you.

"Besides, what use is it thinking of your parents? You don't want to try to go back there after what they did to you so many years ago, right?" You remained silent as Emil spoke once more. A serious tone occupied his voice, and his eyes even narrowed for a moment before he stroked his hand through his silver-purplish hair.

"Of course not-"

"Because I would be disappointed.." You were cut off as Lukas suddenly started talking. Even Emil seemed a little surprised. You looked at Lukas, the way he now looked down.. and his blonde bangs slightly covered his eyes, as if he didn't want you to see his facial expression. He held his own hands together as he continued.

"I don't want you to leave us.. since.." He paused for a moment and his voice trailed off in a hesitant manner before he continued. "Since the day you started living here.. I ended up liking you" For some reason Emil's eyes grew wide at Lukas' words, almost as if he was disappointed.. but at the same time he seemed amazed.

"That's.. exactly what I was thinking" You were in too much of a shock by Lukas' confession to react to the second one Emil suddenly let go of. You stared as the two brothers looked at each other, but strangely enough not one bad thing happened. You knew the two of them very well enough to know how they could fight with each other, whether it be silly little things or just brotherly matters.

"A-and.." You couldn't help but take a hesitant look at the two of them. "You're both just okay with that?" You added. It made both Emil and Lukas look into your direction. You had expected them to end up flying into each other's neck or at least saying how they disliked the other liking you.

"Well, there are plenty of girls out there in the world" Emil started, looking at Lukas. "But there is only one _____, and we'd like to keep her" Lukas added. It caused your heart to beat even faster, and your blush deepened, there was no doubt about that.

"But are you alright with it yourself?" Lukas eventually asked. A somewhat curious expression was written over both their faces, which only made you feel more pressured.. in a good way. You couldn't help but smile as you motioned Emil to come closer as well, who sat down on the other side of the bed rather than next to Lukas.

"I bet I would regret it if I chose either of you now" You honestly spoke. "So I don't mind" You let out a soft chuckle as you added the last part, causing both Lukas and Emil to look up at you with a soft smile.